Me: I am so lonely. I just want to talk to somebody, because I'm feeling so wretched and I'm in so much pain.
Also me: *sets status to invisible on every single IM channel, because I don't want to be seen or heard, because I'm so stupid/awkward/boring/fake/needy/unnecessary/stupid/shitty person and I don't want anyone to see me and I don't want to pretend I'm not one of these things*
Like, my sister just messaged me and I want nothing more than to talk to her, but instead I ran away, because I feel so scared and fake. Fuck this head of mine.
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